I’m not that strong.

There’s a saying that “God doesn’t give you more than you can handle”. Well, being that I’m a spiritual person, I believe in the power of Love and that truth is found in all religions. At this moment in time I think that statement might be incorrect because I don’t think I can handle this.

I just found out one of my best friends (who I just reconnected with after years) has COVID, I have some personal family issues that are emotionally very hard to deal with along with trying to heal from everything and maintain my full time job that I recently got promoted in.

I don’t think I can handle this. Being in the situation I was in I was cut off from all friends and family so I don’t feel I have anyone to talk to. I know my family will listen, but I also don’t want to burden them. I just feel exhausted. I’m emotionally exhausted. I’m tired. I think maybe this time God/universe/source/ whatever you want to call it.. might have given me more than I can handle. Please note I’m not considering harming myself I’m just expressing how I feel and that is very tired. I’m tired of fighting. I just want to heal, I want everything and everyone to be okay. Healing is hard, but I’ll make it through, and hopefully one day, someday, help someone else too.

Thank you for reading.

2 thoughts on “I’m not that strong.”

  1. Standing at the bottom, it’s easy for obstacles to look insurmountable. But the same strength and determination that’s gotten you up and over previous obstacles. one day, one minute, one second at a time, will help you push through again this time.

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