Today, on Thanksgiving my Blog is one month old! I just want to say Thank you to my followers and I hope you have a wonderful Thanksgiving. I know this time of year can be hard, especially with COVID this year, but remember all the things you have to be grateful for, even if its… Continue reading One Month Old!
I really needed to get out of my head today. I've been dealing with a lot. So, I went for a drive and stopped by this beautiful body of water to just breathe in the smell and relax. I'm feeling wonderful right now. I can't express the nourishment a cool breeze and the smell of… Continue reading Self care
Hello, This week I get to focus on working on emotions. Where does it hurt? Where do you feel what you are feeling? What do you feel? It's hurts everywhere... it hurts my heart. Yet I feel numb. I want to cry but I can't seem to. I feel used and broken. I told my… Continue reading Emotions…??
So, having a bit of a bad day... but I wrote a poem from it. What do you think?? To be sold is a pain I could never explain.Its a pain that has no words.These words could never touch the feeling of utter worthlessness that comes with being shown you can be sold for a… Continue reading Poem 3.
I just had a therapy appointment. It was good. She recommended I call (not on the phone but as in conversation when referring to him) him my abuser or trafficker rather than my ex because this will help me see the bad he did rather than the good and help me in my healing. I'm… Continue reading Thoughts after Therapy
Hello everyone, I was up last night thinking about therapy. I know how it feels from my perspective... its hard to talk about things, but it also brings up emotions and such. I guess I'm curious what its like for the therapist to hear about things from someone and these things might be tough to… Continue reading I wonder how the therapist feels?
Hello everyone, I finally found a therapist (well the lady that runs the organization for human trafficking survivors that I go to actually did). I see her for the first time today (virtually because of COVID). I'm nervous that A. She will just dissappear like my last one (apparently my last therapist had a family… Continue reading I now have a Therapist.
So, I just wrote this, I was inspired by both personal experiences and something a fellow survivor wrote... I'm the girl you see in plain sight.I have a phone.I have a job I'm always early for.I'm the quiet girl who barely says a word.I'm the girl whose voice is barely above a whisper.I'm the girl… Continue reading Poem 2
I wrote some poems about my experiences (Hope is actually going to be used in a documentary to raise awareness on human trafficking and both will be published in a book with stories and poems by survivors of Human Trafficking). I'm a bit self conscious about them, I hope they are good (writing wise). Thoughts… Continue reading Poems
Hello, I'm not really sure what to write. I guess it doesn't really matter, this blog is about my healing, I'm not really looking for followers, although it would be nice so at least I know someone is listening. However, ultimately this blog is for me to express my feelings and get my thoughts out… Continue reading 6 a.m. Thoughts