Healing??

So, I'm told I need to heal before I can help others, which I understand, but I don't know what that looks like. How do I know I'm healed. How do I even begin to heal? I feel like I'm avoiding everything and burying it because I'm good at that. However, I also feel like…

Emotions…??

Hello, This week I get to focus on working on emotions. Where does it hurt? Where do you feel what you are feeling? What do you feel? It's hurts everywhere... it hurts my heart. Yet I feel numb. I want to cry but I can't seem to. I feel used and broken. I told my…

Poem 3.

So, having a bit of a bad day... but I wrote a poem from it. What do you think?? To be sold is a pain I could never explain.Its a pain that has no words.These words could never touch the feeling of utter worthlessness that comes with being shown you can be sold for a…

Thoughts after Therapy

I just had a therapy appointment. It was good. She recommended I call (not on the phone but as in conversation when referring to him) him my abuser or trafficker rather than my ex because this will help me see the bad he did rather than the good and help me in my healing. I'm…

Poem 2

So, I just wrote this, I was inspired by both personal experiences and something a fellow survivor wrote... I'm the girl you see in plain sight.I have a phone.I have a job I'm always early for.I'm the quiet girl who barely says a word.I'm the girl whose voice is barely above a whisper.I'm the girl…

Poems

I wrote some poems about my experiences (Hope is actually going to be used in a documentary to raise awareness on human trafficking and both will be published in a book with stories and poems by survivors of Human Trafficking). I'm a bit self conscious about them, I hope they are good (writing wise). Thoughts…

6 a.m. Thoughts

Hello, I'm not really sure what to write. I guess it doesn't really matter, this blog is about my healing, I'm not really looking for followers, although it would be nice so at least I know someone is listening. However, ultimately this blog is for me to express my feelings and get my thoughts out…

Hello

This is my blog where I will write about my healing journey from Human trafficking and Domestic violence. Perhaps it can help someone else. Thank you.